rain drops

chaotically… one sound here, another one there. Slight signals differing in length, a slowed down version of morse code.

for all the fears, the fuck ups, the anxieties and the (still) unhealthy ways to cope I’d say I’m doing well enough!

(reminder to self - don’t drink while medicated; don’t run when tired; don’t talk out of fear of being misunderstood - it will happen anyway-; rush outside if silence is overbearing; try to remember that you actually hate coffee but there’s no other option for now)

< analogue film in twisted colours of a fantastic fantasy world >

i’m out